Milkshake

Reality checking..... 

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So I have a new rabbit, named her milkshake. Milkshake because of the white fur around her mouth that looked like milk stains. SOOO CUTE I could hug her to death. I saved her from the "obtain rabbit blood" experiment. Actually the prof. suggested to excuse her to be a specimen because she is still a baby so I followed her advice and took her home. So instantly I have a new pet.

This blog is starting to sound like my diary. Oh well!haha So anyways, I could not stop baby talking to that rabbit that I scare myself and wonder if I should get diagnosed by a psychiatrist. She is just too cute that I am hypnotized by her cuteness. Wow, I cant stop saying cute! That is how cute she is!haha When I took her home, peeps were surprised and asked if I was planning to fill our house with lots of animals? Now that is a good idea. ;) So that is my rabbit story. This blog is random. THE RABBIT MADE ME DO IT!.

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focusing my lens

I always notice the choir conductor in our church. How he looks so funny when he was conducting his choir where his eyes were wide open that looked like it was gonna pop out, his arms was everywhere waving it exaggeratedly while he was conducting and don't forget his mouth which I didn't think a typical human person can open a mouth that wide. But beneath all those craziness I see, it looked like he didn't mind whatever is going on outside the circle of his choir. He is just focused on making his choir sound perfect. Which makes me not laugh anymore but rather feel sorry for myself. FOCUS! I need to learn that. Focusing on one thing before doing what distracts you.


I am a woman of not leaving a speck unnoticed making me incapable of focusing. It's hard, living like this. I make excuses all the time when I don't finish something. My sister always tell me that whatever I start it ends there and finishing is a struggle for me. Well, she's right. I always get distracted by almost anything. I do my homework if there's a nail polish in front of me I use it, a paper I fold it and make a boat, or if there is nothing in front of me I let my long hair distract me and braid it. I am good at entertaining distractions which unfortunately does not count as a healthy talent. 


I need a course on FOCUS 101. FAST! argh...


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two zero one two. twenty twelve. two thousand twelve.

Happy new year new blog!! How are you? ive been well thank you very much. I am sick today hooorah!! I got the sniffles, I can't open my eyes normally and I am loving tissues. Whenever I am back from Pansol I always get the sniffles. Ergo, I am literally allergic to Pansol. Too bad, I love Pansol. No new year's resolution yet.
so bye!haha

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HELLO BLOG! I MISSED YOU!


Someone approached me the day before yesterday and asked "why are you so quiet today?" I looked at her and said "because I was happy yesterday"


I am happy today and yesterday but not the day before that. I am making my emotions alternate. It is my will that is responsible for that, I think. Anyways, I want it to be like that. It's just that I think if I alternate my emotions my life is balanced that way. I don't wanna be happy everyday, I want to experience other emotions too.haha So today, I'm happy maybe tomorrow I will be so so. I think I am obesessed with balance, IT'S CRAZY! I just don't want to leave behind something even the tiniest  thing. I am mastering the art of being happy when you are sad.haha! That may sound crazy, but I think it is possible. hmmm I think the word happy though doesnt fit in that sentence let's try satisfaction. The art of being satisfied when you are sad. 


Let me give you a walk through on what I do (please comment if what i'm doing is dangerous...XD)


So what I do is during my happy days, I entertain people and let them entertain me. I talk to them and smile all the time and do every action an optimistic person does. I give sincere compliments, listen to people's stories and greet every person I know, giving them a simple HI! 
During gloomy days (which is usually the day after that) I am passive. You will not hear a single chuckle from me. The eyelids of my eyes are in a straight line looking like this emoticon -> -___-The day where I think too much. But I know at the back of my mind while doing this mood I am doing a great job living. XD


Being happy everyday is not right for me. It feels that i'm using up all my happy coupons in life that there would be no more left in the end plus I don't wanna waste the sad coupons either.haha! If one side is too heavy I couldn't bear to let it be that way. So the trying to trigger all the emotions I can was born.


So my friends, that is how I live but there are exceptions. These are the days where I randomly select my emotion.... owkay, maybe not "I" (life chooses it for me). hahaha



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the studying girl

I get up at 5:30 am.. School starts at 8 am.. I go to school to study.. I get home at about 7 pm... I go home to study

Welcome to the colorful world of the studying girl. When I hear the word "study" I will vomit. The life of a vet. student is to have quizzes and exams EVERYDAY. And sometimes because of going home late and commuting a long way home from school plus the bag that im carrying is as heavy as a corpse I end up just sleeping at home. The result of that resting is FLUNKING THE EXAM the next day. 

By now, I should get used to this because i've been studying for almost my whole existence now but unfortunately I wouldn't be making this blog entry if I was. I'm worried about myself sometimes because of this but i'm more worried if more fail days come my way but I'm most worried about not having time for myself. 

I should change my definition of studying fast before I flunk more exams.      

hoping to know how to study,

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FAIL!!

    So today wasn't a fairy tale, it was a horror movie. I don't get why I am so gloomy today. I did my routine every morning, drank coffee, kissed my folks goodbye and I hopped in the train. Unfortunately, I was late. 

    Going in the classroom I wished there was a bed waiting for me in there for my eyes were not in sync with what's suppose to happen next and that is to answer the quiz that I Unfortunately.. FAILed.  

    Doing our laboratory manuals, everybody was doing something except for me. They were watching me being passive, and judged me as a drunk person. It's all good because I feel like a drunk person anyways. 

    Graded recitation came, everybody was doing great until it was my turn. I was shaking for I wasn't ready. A question was thrown at me.. I struggled... Unfortunately, I FAILed.

    Another quiz came, I didn't welcome the quiz for I was too hung over about the 2 fails. The paper that should be answered was clean. I read all the questions, and the paper was still clean. and yeah you guessed it FAILed.

   Histology Lab. I understood the lesson!! I told my failing safe. "I will not fail NO MORE!" I studied before the quiz. I was practiced by the peeps in my group. The quiz came, the prof. handed us bits of papers to pick to whoever will answer the question for the quiz. My group mates picked PING and guess who picked PONG which means the unlucky person who would answer the question for the whole group. I swore I heard fate evil laughing behind me as I was peeking through the microscope to identify what tissue that is. I identified the tissue but the follow up question officially ruined my day. FAIL all the way.

   I could not wait to see my bed as I commuted happily to my homeland. Hopped in the bus, it was traffic and crowded. Sudden stops destroyed my balance, I accidentally stepped on a strangers foot THRICE. the winning FALL!!

   Because of the FAIL day today I declare from this day forward that I, Imalou Carmelli D.C. Cordero pledge to refrain from failing or falling in any situation. Not making excuses nor taking things for granted. I will read and promise to not get bored. I will write and promise to not complain. I will listen and promise to not be a fish (because a fish has a short attention span). 

    I shall carry this lesson with me everyday. IN FACT, I'LL PRINT THIS! And paste it on my notebook!hahaha 

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