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I tried to stop my tears but I just couldn’t. The reaction of those animals just breaks my heart and I am ashamed that the one who is destroying their homes is the same species as I am. I am talking about what happened in the movie, Lorax. 


I can’t help but think that the movie is exactly depicting what is happening in our world today.  Bringing down trees making animals find a new home, just breaks my heart.  But then I realize, who am I to be ashamed when I am living in a product of what those loggers just chopped down. Being ignorant of the things around me and not caring of its origin. I am looking at our floor right now which is made of wood and thought about the birds nesting on what used to be my floor. This makes me sad.

We humans, have a rational mind that can think of alternatives instead of using trees but the animals doesn’t which make them depend on trees alone for their habitats. You don’t see animals building skyscrapers in the middle of the forest. Animals are already certain on what to do on their daily lives and trees are a BIG part of it. If we take trees off the picture it ruins the balance of nature, ruins the animal’s plan for survival.   

We are not the only creatures living in this planet. The trees are not entirely ours. If you come across this blog entry, Do something.  

My suggestion for your to-do list to save our trees:
1. Plant a tree
2. Recycle Papers
3. Stop wasting papers
4. Spread the word
5. Help stop illegal logging
6. Buy recycled paper products
7. PLANT MORE
8.PLANT
9. PLANT 
10. PLANT till you cant plant no more :)
11. Join Environmental foundations that help maintain the biodiversity of this country 

-Chameleon

studying

Picked up my studying material. Began to read. I stopped and told myself "why the hell am I doing this?" And then I end up here.

I don't like to study, I never liked to study. It's boring,corny and unproductive(for me). I feel that I am being more productive when i'm sleeping. I have all these negatives towards studying and yet I still do it. What is wrong with me you may ask?

Doing something I don't like measures how much I love someone or something. In this case, studying let's me prove to my parents that I appreciate them for giving me a chance to fulfill my dream. To make them see that I am not taking every dime they pay for granted. They deserve my hard work in return. No matter how tired or how fed up or how sick I am of studying, I look at them and every complain I have towards studying instantly vanishes. I just love it how they smile when they see me in front of my anatomy book trying to look the part of a genius girl.hahaha kidding!

this blog is just a reminder for myself that whatever complaints I have towards studying I answer to the people around me. 

sleeeeeeeeepy,
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Milkshake

Reality checking..... 

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So I have a new rabbit, named her milkshake. Milkshake because of the white fur around her mouth that looked like milk stains. SOOO CUTE I could hug her to death. I saved her from the "obtain rabbit blood" experiment. Actually the prof. suggested to excuse her to be a specimen because she is still a baby so I followed her advice and took her home. So instantly I have a new pet.

This blog is starting to sound like my diary. Oh well!haha So anyways, I could not stop baby talking to that rabbit that I scare myself and wonder if I should get diagnosed by a psychiatrist. She is just too cute that I am hypnotized by her cuteness. Wow, I cant stop saying cute! That is how cute she is!haha When I took her home, peeps were surprised and asked if I was planning to fill our house with lots of animals? Now that is a good idea. ;) So that is my rabbit story. This blog is random. THE RABBIT MADE ME DO IT!.

too da loo,

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focusing my lens

I always notice the choir conductor in our church. How he looks so funny when he was conducting his choir where his eyes were wide open that looked like it was gonna pop out, his arms was everywhere waving it exaggeratedly while he was conducting and don't forget his mouth which I didn't think a typical human person can open a mouth that wide. But beneath all those craziness I see, it looked like he didn't mind whatever is going on outside the circle of his choir. He is just focused on making his choir sound perfect. Which makes me not laugh anymore but rather feel sorry for myself. FOCUS! I need to learn that. Focusing on one thing before doing what distracts you.


I am a woman of not leaving a speck unnoticed making me incapable of focusing. It's hard, living like this. I make excuses all the time when I don't finish something. My sister always tell me that whatever I start it ends there and finishing is a struggle for me. Well, she's right. I always get distracted by almost anything. I do my homework if there's a nail polish in front of me I use it, a paper I fold it and make a boat, or if there is nothing in front of me I let my long hair distract me and braid it. I am good at entertaining distractions which unfortunately does not count as a healthy talent. 


I need a course on FOCUS 101. FAST! argh...


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two zero one two. twenty twelve. two thousand twelve.

Happy new year new blog!! How are you? ive been well thank you very much. I am sick today hooorah!! I got the sniffles, I can't open my eyes normally and I am loving tissues. Whenever I am back from Pansol I always get the sniffles. Ergo, I am literally allergic to Pansol. Too bad, I love Pansol. No new year's resolution yet.
so bye!haha

:) :( XD :) :( -_- XD

HELLO BLOG! I MISSED YOU!


Someone approached me the day before yesterday and asked "why are you so quiet today?" I looked at her and said "because I was happy yesterday"


I am happy today and yesterday but not the day before that. I am making my emotions alternate. It is my will that is responsible for that, I think. Anyways, I want it to be like that. It's just that I think if I alternate my emotions my life is balanced that way. I don't wanna be happy everyday, I want to experience other emotions too.haha So today, I'm happy maybe tomorrow I will be so so. I think I am obesessed with balance, IT'S CRAZY! I just don't want to leave behind something even the tiniest  thing. I am mastering the art of being happy when you are sad.haha! That may sound crazy, but I think it is possible. hmmm I think the word happy though doesnt fit in that sentence let's try satisfaction. The art of being satisfied when you are sad. 


Let me give you a walk through on what I do (please comment if what i'm doing is dangerous...XD)


So what I do is during my happy days, I entertain people and let them entertain me. I talk to them and smile all the time and do every action an optimistic person does. I give sincere compliments, listen to people's stories and greet every person I know, giving them a simple HI! 
During gloomy days (which is usually the day after that) I am passive. You will not hear a single chuckle from me. The eyelids of my eyes are in a straight line looking like this emoticon -> -___-The day where I think too much. But I know at the back of my mind while doing this mood I am doing a great job living. XD


Being happy everyday is not right for me. It feels that i'm using up all my happy coupons in life that there would be no more left in the end plus I don't wanna waste the sad coupons either.haha! If one side is too heavy I couldn't bear to let it be that way. So the trying to trigger all the emotions I can was born.


So my friends, that is how I live but there are exceptions. These are the days where I randomly select my emotion.... owkay, maybe not "I" (life chooses it for me). hahaha



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the studying girl

I get up at 5:30 am.. School starts at 8 am.. I go to school to study.. I get home at about 7 pm... I go home to study

Welcome to the colorful world of the studying girl. When I hear the word "study" I will vomit. The life of a vet. student is to have quizzes and exams EVERYDAY. And sometimes because of going home late and commuting a long way home from school plus the bag that im carrying is as heavy as a corpse I end up just sleeping at home. The result of that resting is FLUNKING THE EXAM the next day. 

By now, I should get used to this because i've been studying for almost my whole existence now but unfortunately I wouldn't be making this blog entry if I was. I'm worried about myself sometimes because of this but i'm more worried if more fail days come my way but I'm most worried about not having time for myself. 

I should change my definition of studying fast before I flunk more exams.      

hoping to know how to study,

chameleon