Closure

To kill the 3 hr. break of summer class in school I watched The Big Bang Theory in the library. I was enjoying by myself in there laughing so hard that I forgot where I was. The episode was about Sheldon dealing  with his dilemma on closure. Sheldon always wants everything to be finished and he gets pretty crazy when he cant finish even a simple task. Amy helped him by doing bunch of activities like tick tac toe wherein they would play and when Sheldon was just about to win, Amy erased the game without Sheldon winning. Everything was hilarious! Just watch the episode and experience the enjoyment I just experienced (if we have the same humor, I dont want to disappoint you.) 

Anyways! That was my intro because I would like to tell you a little story about me having trouble with closure. I don't have the same problem with Sheldon but instead it's the other way around. If Sheldon can't stand not finishing something, I can stand not finishing anything. You see, I am comfortable not finishing what I have started and I know that, that is not good. I don't know why, I have this I don't care side wherein finishing is not important for me. But I know my limits I'm not like this all the time. Only on mild times like not finishing to fix the bed or not finishing my meal or not finishing my coffee or not finishing to read my book. Why am I telling you this? Because I worry that I may be too laid back at times that i'm forgetting to finish important stuff. All my books are opened, it's a drag for me to close it. Why? because I like to go back to things that I haven't finished and I don't want to end it or maybe I just don't want to finish it and that's the end of it. But still, I know how important it is to finish something and I would like to acquire Sheldon's skills. 

In my account, I dismissed the unfinished book and now it is unfinished forever. It is now immortal because I did not end it.  O__O So screw you closure! I'm just kidding, i'm just trying to hold on to something that is mortal and I make it last forever. Screw you mortality! Am I still making sense??haha Screw you sense! Owkay I gotta stop now. BYE! :)

(Please ignore the last paragraph.Give me a break because.. i'm just trying to cheer myself up here haha)

XOXO, Chameleon 

Hidden Universe

When you expose yourself to the public during commuting you become a stranger, not just to a fellow stranger but a stranger to yourself. People are sane in public, they are decent and normal. They stare at anything blankly and act as if they don't speak. This observation is a big deal for me because every person is a universe and hiding a universe is really a challenge! 

In public, when I am out commuting I always stick my headphones in my ear because without my music I feel like a zombie and I feel like I am one of the strangers who are acting normal. With my earphones on I feel like I am living in my own universe being happy and free.  Exposing my headphones is just like saying to the public that "hey i'm Camille, and I love music!" hahaha I know that justification is Lame but it's the only way to show a little bit of me out there. And plus when my music is on I smile every once in a while. I don't want to hide a universe because that will make you crazy, at least that's what I think. 

I don't know why I am so obsessed about observing people in public. I am too curious about others lives you know? That's why you don't see me sharing too much about my life because I am just so interested in knowing other people's stories. It makes me see life through their eyes. 

XOXO, Camcam 

a random blog about Tea

Tea is my best-friend. I spend time with it after I eat, while annoying my sisters, while I study, right now while i'm blogging. I love my tea! I do not know why but I feel that my insides are cleansed after drinking my tea. Tea is not that tasty, but I love my tea! Its flavor is blunt, not sweet nor flavorful but I love drinking it.

Thank you Tea!

XOXO, Camcam