Milkshake

Reality checking..... 

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So I have a new rabbit, named her milkshake. Milkshake because of the white fur around her mouth that looked like milk stains. SOOO CUTE I could hug her to death. I saved her from the "obtain rabbit blood" experiment. Actually the prof. suggested to excuse her to be a specimen because she is still a baby so I followed her advice and took her home. So instantly I have a new pet.

This blog is starting to sound like my diary. Oh well!haha So anyways, I could not stop baby talking to that rabbit that I scare myself and wonder if I should get diagnosed by a psychiatrist. She is just too cute that I am hypnotized by her cuteness. Wow, I cant stop saying cute! That is how cute she is!haha When I took her home, peeps were surprised and asked if I was planning to fill our house with lots of animals? Now that is a good idea. ;) So that is my rabbit story. This blog is random. THE RABBIT MADE ME DO IT!.

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focusing my lens

I always notice the choir conductor in our church. How he looks so funny when he was conducting his choir where his eyes were wide open that looked like it was gonna pop out, his arms was everywhere waving it exaggeratedly while he was conducting and don't forget his mouth which I didn't think a typical human person can open a mouth that wide. But beneath all those craziness I see, it looked like he didn't mind whatever is going on outside the circle of his choir. He is just focused on making his choir sound perfect. Which makes me not laugh anymore but rather feel sorry for myself. FOCUS! I need to learn that. Focusing on one thing before doing what distracts you.


I am a woman of not leaving a speck unnoticed making me incapable of focusing. It's hard, living like this. I make excuses all the time when I don't finish something. My sister always tell me that whatever I start it ends there and finishing is a struggle for me. Well, she's right. I always get distracted by almost anything. I do my homework if there's a nail polish in front of me I use it, a paper I fold it and make a boat, or if there is nothing in front of me I let my long hair distract me and braid it. I am good at entertaining distractions which unfortunately does not count as a healthy talent. 


I need a course on FOCUS 101. FAST! argh...


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two zero one two. twenty twelve. two thousand twelve.

Happy new year new blog!! How are you? ive been well thank you very much. I am sick today hooorah!! I got the sniffles, I can't open my eyes normally and I am loving tissues. Whenever I am back from Pansol I always get the sniffles. Ergo, I am literally allergic to Pansol. Too bad, I love Pansol. No new year's resolution yet.
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HELLO BLOG! I MISSED YOU!


Someone approached me the day before yesterday and asked "why are you so quiet today?" I looked at her and said "because I was happy yesterday"


I am happy today and yesterday but not the day before that. I am making my emotions alternate. It is my will that is responsible for that, I think. Anyways, I want it to be like that. It's just that I think if I alternate my emotions my life is balanced that way. I don't wanna be happy everyday, I want to experience other emotions too.haha So today, I'm happy maybe tomorrow I will be so so. I think I am obesessed with balance, IT'S CRAZY! I just don't want to leave behind something even the tiniest  thing. I am mastering the art of being happy when you are sad.haha! That may sound crazy, but I think it is possible. hmmm I think the word happy though doesnt fit in that sentence let's try satisfaction. The art of being satisfied when you are sad. 


Let me give you a walk through on what I do (please comment if what i'm doing is dangerous...XD)


So what I do is during my happy days, I entertain people and let them entertain me. I talk to them and smile all the time and do every action an optimistic person does. I give sincere compliments, listen to people's stories and greet every person I know, giving them a simple HI! 
During gloomy days (which is usually the day after that) I am passive. You will not hear a single chuckle from me. The eyelids of my eyes are in a straight line looking like this emoticon -> -___-The day where I think too much. But I know at the back of my mind while doing this mood I am doing a great job living. XD


Being happy everyday is not right for me. It feels that i'm using up all my happy coupons in life that there would be no more left in the end plus I don't wanna waste the sad coupons either.haha! If one side is too heavy I couldn't bear to let it be that way. So the trying to trigger all the emotions I can was born.


So my friends, that is how I live but there are exceptions. These are the days where I randomly select my emotion.... owkay, maybe not "I" (life chooses it for me). hahaha



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